Right now

Right now...

. I am sitting here with a glass of wine, cuddling Finn and listening to The Lumineers. I am singing my heart out which I seem to do daily and my neighbors probably hate me. Will this album ever get old?

. I am debating on reading The Perks Of Being A Wallflower again. I read it when I was younger and have the urge to read it once again.

. I am wondering what if... there are so many when it comes to this one person who I broke down and messaged yesterday and got a message that has made my heart yet again hopeful, even though my head knows better. What if things were different  What if I wasn't so shy/nervous all those times and cancelled plans? What if you weren't such a jerk when we were younger? What if this time it is the time? What if I just gave up for good? What if I did not compare everyone to you? What if I still all these years later did not get the same butterflies when I saw you as the first day you asked got my number?What if? What if? What if one day we actually live happily ever after....

.I am getting excited about December. My new baby niece! Christmas! Lots of time with friends!

.I am hating that I have to work all weekend.

. I am getting the hunger for knowledge and I am seriously considering taking some Women's Studies courses to fill my brain.

. I am obsessed with Instagram lately... it is a bit much. Here are some recent pictures from my Instagram and Finn's.
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